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May. 4th, 2008 @ 09:36 pm
I think I might call out of work tomorrow to study for my final... Im not sure well see. But yeah that would help me out alot if I could focus on that. But I dont wanna leave my Tommy all by his lonesome. Ugh I love my pcbff he's fantastic in all ways except one I guess. Ok back to studying. Oh yeah today Is going to be my last cheet day for a while Ive gotten pretty obnoxious with the eating thing so Ive got to get it under control again. Total can do.
Current Disposition: busy

Apr. 27th, 2008 @ 01:47 pm
My Blue Heaven~ Taking Back Sunday is like the most intense song ever. The best way to hear it is in your car so you can like screem your guts out. That might be my fav song on the new album... Yeah it its decided.

I really need to stop getting side tracked and write this paper. If I can just get a high be I can probably still get an A in this course. I just cant accept an B in such a lame fucking class.
Current Disposition: cold
Rockin': MAroon 5 ~ I miss you I love You
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This is what I do to keep from doing what I should be doing Apr. 26th, 2008 @ 10:11 am
Ok huge paper due monday I've got 1 of 5 pages sudo done but instead of work on it I've been stuffing my face with rice at 9 in the morning an surfing the net. I think I'm gonna bomb my mid term and it's going to be all my fault.

In other news Sayuri invited me to go with her and some other people to Niagra Falls. Were going to stay in a hastas (however you spell that) because its cheeper. Its going to be great im excited. Its about time I stacked up on some new adventures anyway. But we cant go till fall aparently because Ryan cant take a vacation till then boo.
Current Disposition: blah

So this is the nonsense thats been on my mind Apr. 23rd, 2008 @ 09:25 pm
I hate likeing him its so crazy. Im unable to make a simple conversation with him anymore. If he wants me he should just say so, I think ive put out all the signs. FUCK!
Current Disposition: confused
Rockin': Paramore

Apr. 20th, 2008 @ 10:50 am
I'm pretty bummed about my term paper. Its taking way to long for me to get it together. Grr plus I need to write a one page review for this movie I haven't watched yet and read my chapter and packet all by monday 6 pm. Way to much to do. I could probably read the packet at lunch monday but I wont because i'll be to busy goofing off with Tom cause that's what I do now I know I'm ridiculous. Did I mention I need to type all these things up at the library because my laptop isn't working and this computer doesn't have word WTF.

And the most annoying thing of all is that Id much rather be painting right now that doing any of this.

On a good note though Ive picked my classes for the Fall and its pretty settled. What I'm not so sure of is weather i'm going to leave Target to do my teaching service hours or how I'm going to work this whole thing out. I guess I could switch to closing but that's a pain in the ass leading up to the holidays but I need money so I have to work. Grr this isn't such a good "Note" anymore now is it. If anyone out their has a job they could offer me that would be awesome just as long as you can offer me 9.80 or more I'm so up for it.

So its pretty set in stone that Ill be getting my degree Spring of 09' and I really need to think about where I want to get my teaching degree. Where do I want to live for that matter. Anyone looking for a roommate next around January?
Current Disposition: contemplative
Rockin': Maroon 5 Back at your door

Go Speed Racer Go! Mar. 15th, 2008 @ 06:34 pm


Rain returns to Korea from Germany on 31th Aug after filming 'Speed Racer'

He stayed for two months in Germany for filming 'Speed Racer'.

Rain casted as Taejo Togokhan, a rookie racer.
Current Disposition: ecstatic
Rockin': Speed Racer Trailer

Writer's Block: That's the Worst Mar. 2nd, 2008 @ 01:07 pm

What's the worst thing that could happen to you today? Bonus question: How would that thing potentially benefit you?


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Well I could find out I have to go to work today. Or my car could breakdown. That would really screw me over.
Current Disposition: grateful

Work'n on my fitness Mar. 2nd, 2008 @ 12:50 pm
Woo Hoo lost 3 pounds this week isnt that fantastic. (4 pounds total) Im pumped. My diet pretty much consists of a granola bar and fruit cup for breakfast, some sort of fruits for lunch, something small when I get home, and a regular persons portion of dinner no seconds. And I work on my fitness 5-6 days a week. Its pretty beat I know but I really want to lose 35 pounds before summer.

Ps I was watching Spongebob but now aparently "Barbie's Mareposa" is coming on and you know what im gonna watch it cause im that lame.
Current Disposition: relaxed
Rockin': SpongeBob Squarepants

Feb. 24th, 2008 @ 09:24 pm
Im practicing not hating myself. Its super hard but im trying not to punish myself so much. I bought myself cute new shoes and Ive been working on my fitness all week lost one pound WOO! I know pretty silly thing to celebrate but Whatever Im trying.

I feel like going to the movies...
Current Disposition: embarrassed
Rockin': Smiling Pasta

Writer's Block: Love Is... Feb. 17th, 2008 @ 06:52 pm

Who or what do you really love?


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Love is big. Its not to be had by someone so unsure as me.
Current Disposition: contemplative
Rockin': The Invisible
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» Writer's Block: Happily Ever After?

How did you spend Valentine's Day?


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I worked of course because thats all I ever do. Then I came home to a pretty red rose and chocolate that my dad left for me and my sister. That was real cute and made me happy but then it was a little sad ya know. Anyway I think over all the day was pretty pleseant. Oh yeah Shanika got me a cute purse that I super love but I cant wear it tomorrow Its too small to fit all my school books in but Tuesday definatly Tuesday!
» Writer's Block: One Day to Live

What would you do if you had one day left to live?


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If I only had one day left to live Id think Id paint as many painting as I could and leave a note explaining to my mom.
» Writer's Block: It's Hard to Describe

What is one thing you struggle to describe?


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I struggle to describe to anyone even myself exactly what it is that I want.....for me I mean myself.
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Im watching Hot fuzz. I wanted to see it but not right now an especially not with constrant narration. Its annoying. I just wanted to be in peace tonight but I guess things change better change my tude. Im going to pray everyday for god to afford me the means to move out and live my own life minus my constantly up my ass siblings.
» Writer's Block: Love This Artist

Who is your favorite artist?


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Right now Sondre Lerche is ruling my world. I have to get that Life as Dan Soundtrack before I go mad with want. You should check him out sometime.

» What Im doing
Im watching this Taiwanese show called It Started with a kiss 2. With subtitles of course its so funny. I like foreign shows online like mini soap operas

» Writer's Block: My Own Creation

If you could create anything artistic, what would it be?


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Umm I guess Id really want to learn to paint how I feel inside like Basqiat.
» Its freakin freezin in here!
Yey finished The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath. Really good read, thought I might go insane right along with her. I actually miss the book now. Ive started a Terry McMillan book called "Mama" its dramatic, I hope its good. History of Film is terribly lame. Hot Nate's in my class but he never spoke to me. but hey nor did I. To intimidated.

Yesterday was my neices birthday! I didnt get to see her and I feel really bad for that but she should be coming over later tonight.

Felt like adding this image of Lloyd an my cusin Allana taken at my Grandmothers this past spring.


» Well Im back from DC
Had a fantastic time. Really love travel adventures. Wow im alot sleepier than I thought. it took my 20 min to write this
I took this photo like 10 times an still messed up


I feel like I should call Jen Ms Daisey or something


Clearly this frame was put here for me!

» The ying...
I made the Dean's List
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