Well I'm hard core stalling on doing my homework I've been sitting at this desk for most of the day and haven't touched pencil to paper yet, nor have i etched a single sliver of the wood cut i'm painfully using as an arm rest. Why you may ask am i sabataging myself yet again. Well iv'e got this terrible case of what i can only call artist anxiety. I play this game every week with myself where i stall all weekend until Sunday then I try to cram a million tons of work in a few hours then cry myself to sleep and then Monday I stay up all night trying but failing to get it done only to walk around like a zombie in class Tuesday and look like a crappy lazy douche-bag to all my teachers. Ugh Maybe i should just suck it up and draw for 2 hrs then go to bed.
FYI Jim Condron is super cute. I spend way to much time staring at his perfect little nose. You should see it, so sharp and sculpted. Even has a flat little tip. Why the hell have I fallen in love with a mans nose? I might be going nuts here. I just want to touch it so bad. That's a lie I want to lick it but at first I was thinking that's too gross but who the hell reads this anyway.